Dienstag, 19. März 2019
Initial Shock
anna mestisa, 18:50h
My life numbs me. I was tired, unhappy with my family life...
So I functioned. I tried.
Focused on the other stuff: my man, my friends.
And then while makin plans, life hit me.
It hit me hard.
Like chest colapsing pain.
And then like out of body scenes.
Like, this is not me.
This is like a damn movie.
But then I feel my guts and they make me wanna puke air.
This just can't be real.
This is not real.
Total denial.
Too much too feel.
31.1.19
Bild: Kaboompics.com
So I functioned. I tried.
Focused on the other stuff: my man, my friends.
And then while makin plans, life hit me.
It hit me hard.
Like chest colapsing pain.
And then like out of body scenes.
Like, this is not me.
This is like a damn movie.
But then I feel my guts and they make me wanna puke air.
This just can't be real.
This is not real.
Total denial.
Too much too feel.
31.1.19
Bild: Kaboompics.com
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